The sad moment when you realize how alone you actually are. No one ever messages you on Facebook first or texts you first or anything. So it gets to the point where you don’t want to put in the effort with people who don’t put in any effort for you, so you end up spending your life at home, never going anywhere.
(via thetoptextposts)
What I feel like now.
What would you have done in my situation? I care about you like family. The problem is, I don’t think you care much about me. I don’t know what I should have done. Probably nothing. But doing nothing makes me real trash.
create scenarios in your head when you’re going somewhere or expecting to do something and then you think FUCK NOW IT’S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.
and you start to tell yourself to stop making scenarios but you keep doing it and you just wanna hit yourself with a shovel. yeah.
yes. I am fine.
(Source: s-oulstice)
